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Max De Luca, December 20th, 2007

I am reading a copy of Geez magazine when she steps onto the bus. I have seen her many times before but that doesn’t stop my heart from racing like a championship thoroughbred in a southern derby on a Sunday afternoon. Would this be the day I would find it in myself to speak to her or would she sit in the seat beside me and talk to me first?

I slump down in defeat as she takes a seat alone as she always does while the rest of the people on the bus stare their judgmental stares in her direction. They snicker and laugh mockingly as she stands up a couple of minutes later ready to get off at her stop.

Her posture was one that the hunchback of Notre Dame would be proud of. She is wearing a white “Gilligan” hat that is stained yellow to protect her head from the sun. She sports two big blotches of sunscreen below both eyes and wears grey wool socks over her pants that stretch up to her waste. She kind of looks like a 50 year old female version of Steve Urkel yet she is not a fictional teenager in a television sitcom but instead a real life heroine.

She spends her days walking up and down Springbank Avenue armed with a long stick with a nail through it cleaning up the garbage on the side of the road that litters the historic Springbank Park. It is a park that Londoners flock to when the rat race has gotten the best of them. It is a hotspot to picnic in during the weekends in the summer and is a place of refuge for both the young and old.

She does not receive payment from the City of London for her back breaking labour nor would I suspect she would expect any. She is ridiculed and mocked and most people harbor suspicions that she is crazy yet she is not crazy at all.

She just feels it is necessary to keep the park clean from the trash that threatens to suffocate it. It seems strange to me that people would brand the middle aged woman picking up the trash as crazy yet think nothing of the people who litter in the park in the first place.

She steps off the bus and wastes no time getting to work as she stabs a Tim Horton’s coffee cup and puts it into the garbage bag she holds in her other hand. Some people on the bus shake their head and ask out loud what her ailment is. I return to the Geez magazine and read about Exxon Mobile’s CEO, Rex Tillerman who presides over the biggest oil company in the world and subsequently is one of the world’s biggest polluters.

He is unapologetic for the destruction to the environment that his company has caused under his watch. He recently urged his shareholders to vote down a resolution from the California Public Employee Retirement System calling on the company to set goals to reduce greenhouse gas emissions.

Tillerman is what I like to call an “anti-human,” which is defined as a person who pollutes, endangers, steals, murders, rapes, robs, embezzles or lies for personal monetary or political gain. We need human beings to consume, spend and pollute less because of global warming concerns and he represents the anti-thesis of what we need to ensure our survival for generations to come.

The juxtaposition is impossible to ignore. Society hails Tillerman and men of his ilk as success stories; men who should be emulated for bringing in record profits no matter what the environmental consequences. Tillerman is worshiped by shareholders and business insiders who have made a pretty penny under his watch and has graced the cover of business magazines while the woman who walks up and down the road picking up garbage is ridiculed. If things seem backwards here it’s because they are.

There are unsung heroes in every town like the woman in this story who take it upon themselves to do laborious tasks expecting nothing in return. They do not wins awards or give acceptance speeches, their pictures are not pasted on magazine covers nor are they handsomely compensated for trying to make the world a better place. As long as our politicians continue to cozy up to big business and they continue to accumulate absolute power and operate above the law then in the end we will all be up picking up their garbage

Max De Luca Max De Luca is a freelance writer who lives in London, Ontario Canada. His short stories and articles have appeared in such publications as the Istanbul Literature Review, Inscribed Magazine and Mobius: A Journal for Social Change. He is influenced by the work of Kurt Vonnegut Jr, Hunter S Thompson and Howard Zinn. Read other posts by Max De Luca.

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  1. American Workman’s Compensation. The Nation’s Good Samaritan ?
    The Good Samaritan. A metaphor and story that warmly resonates within the hearts and minds of most Americans.
    What have I learned this past year about the concept of the Good Samaritan within our present Workman’s Compensation system ? That it is almost nonexistent.
    After being injured by one of my high school students in February 2007, I have had the unfortunate displeasure of struggling through the morass of WC’s litigious barriers, actions and non-actions, preventing me from receiving the expedient and humane return of the good health and active life that I had enjoyed before my injury at work. I have experienced the gradual removal of my constitutional rights to the pursuit of Life, Liberty and Property.
    Life and Liberty, as I knew it before my student injured me, as a teacher, artist, singer, Interplay performer, volunteer with troubled and handicapped youth in equine programs, horseback rider, hiker, kayaker and biker, have been striped from me. I am imprisoned with a chronically pain ridden and crippled body. I painfully shuffle through each day like Quasi Modo, the Hunchback of Notre Dame, lucky to successfully dress and tie my shoes (much less ring any tower bells). Heaven forbid that I drop something on the ground and have to pick it up. That always sends my family into sympathetic mirth.
    Since 1990, my pursuit of Property (and every other injured worker’s) has been badly damaged by the Texas legislature’s tort reforms regarding the WC system. In general, they have progressively (or is that regressively) whittled away at WC’s medical and income benefits for injured workers. The tort reforms also made teachers “seasonal workers”. As a result, I have been refused income benefits (while fighting for proper medical care) over the three months of summer (when I usually attended required Continued Education workshops), and the two weeks of Christmas holiday break. I understand that I can also look forward to losing my rent, utility, vehicle, and grocery monies during the week of Spring Break as well.
    I don’t know about you, but I don’t know of many people who can afford to lose four months of income and not be made homeless. I am a single female, which makes my future and its prospects even more daunting and forboding.
    All I have ever wanted and needed since my student injured me in February of 2007 is the quick and reasonable return of my health and active life. Instead, I have been thwarted every step of the way by WC’s delays, denials, and refusals. It does not matter to WC or the insurance lawyers, lobbyists and Texas legislators that I (and a multitude of others) are continuing to suffer at the Hands of WC’s corrupted and dysfunctional system. Insurance companies are more interested in saving money for their wealthy and politically powerful owners and investors. They do not care about the pain, suffering and broken lives born by others who exhaustively struggle with the WC system for proper medical care.
    No one can fully pursue the constitutional rights of Life, Liberty, and Property when their health has been taken away from them. No One.
    I have also discovered that most doctor’s no longer want to deal with WC patients because of the copious amounts of paperwork forced upon them and their medical staff for every prescription, treatment or procedure involved with the healing of their patients. Doctor’s also have to worry about being paid for their efforts while struggling through the paperwork trail of systematic insurance refusals, denials, and delays. Doctor’s are reticent to champion the best care and best interests of Workman’s Comp patients because of the time consumption and exhaustive efforts involved with struggling with the WC system. Insurance companies, in general, have forced clinics and hospitals to hire extra staff members just to handle the insurance companies labyrinth of rules, regulations, laws and paperwork demands and mandates. Where might that money be better spent ? Perhaps toward direct patient care ? Now, that’s an original and meaningful idea.
    In my experience, the Workman’s Comp system is no longer medically or patient based. The needs of the patient have become almost superfluous to the bottom line. The needs of the insurance companies owners and investors are tantamount to proper, just and expedient patient care.
    Why do American’s continue to allow our corrupted and dysfunctional medical systems to exist ? As thinking, and supposedly enlightened, citizens we need to come together in calm, collective thoughtfulness to humanely and justly deliberate the recreation and restructuring of our nation’s medical systems and insurance systems. Free enterprise does not have to become legalized greed. Greed serves no constructive purpose within our medical and healing institutions and practices..
    We are what we think and create. Why are we choosing to create and sustain these kinds of systems ? Why are we choosing to create and maintain this kind of national identity ? What has become of our Good Samaritan ?

    Respectfully,

    Leah Sellers

  2. We know what these vultures are doing to us, but how can we stop them?

  3. That’s the million dollar question Milton. Politicians are shareholders in these companies and give the green light to the CEO’s to make a profit by any means necessary. These same politicians protect them from prosecution no matter the social and environmental harm done by these business messiah’s.

    What do we do? This question has plagued me through many sleepless nights.

    Do we arm ourselves with Molotov cocktails and make our way to the capital city or do we protest peacefully?

    Do we continue to vote in politicians that no longer work for us or do we refuse to vote in protest?

    Do we decide to lay down our pens and dust off our swords in the closet?

    I don’t want to be fatalistic and think there is nothing we can do but sit back and watch this horror movie enfold before our eyes but our resources are limited compared to the multi million dollar budget of our adversaries.

    I think we have to win over the hearts and the minds of the people city block by city block. When gas hits 1.50 a liter or when the stock market takes another tumble or when mother nature unleashes another round of ammunition from her AK 47 will people realize that we are being taken for a ride and duped by these business leaders and then only then I think the tables may turn.

    I would appreciate and suggestions or musings you may have.

    Cheers

  4. What does it mean to be an American ?
    I am an American - a teacher - an artist. So, why am I living in a tent in the woods ?
    As a teacher, an idealist, I have struggled for many causes during my lifetime. I believe in standing up for and struggling for principals or situations I hold to be “right”, “just” or “meaningful” for all humankind.
    The struggle I find myself involved in with the Workman’s Compensation system and the insurance companies, insurance lobbyists and insurance lawyers who made it the dysfunctional entity (for the patients) it is today, is not one I would have chosen. In fact, I never thought much about the Workman’s Comp system at all, until I was injured by one of my high school student’s during gym class last year.
    Since then, instead of receiving proper and expedient medical care so that I can return to work and my active life, I have been greatly disillusioned and negatively impacted by my employer’s WC insurance company’s endless litany of delays, denials and litigious hearings in which I find myself having to argue for and justify every treatment and procedure ordered by my doctors.
    Doctors have admitted to me that they are no longer able to diagnose; they can only recommend. Insurance companies hire their own medical team to decide who does or does not get the “recommended” treatments, procedures and surgeries. The medical team never meets the patients in question. The patients are merely a paper chase. Of course, if, as in my case, for months the paper work is inaccurate and misleading the omniscient insurance medical team can wind up making poor judgments and “bad calls”, which ultimately hurt the patient. The longer a patient, needing surgery, is delayed and denied, the worse their physical condition becomes.
    Also, doctors tire of the copious amounts of paper work created by the WC’s system, and begin to see their WC patient as nothing but trouble. The doctors want to help, but their hands are tied by WC’s endless barrage of denials, delayed non-payments, and the time and paperwork required by WC’s innumerable hearings arguing over the necessity of each procedure and treatment.
    The doctors begin to balk against the recalcitrant insurance company at the expense of the patient. The real loser in this litigious game created by the WC’s insurance companies, who are fully aware that Texas has set a two year treatment limit on all WC claimants, is the patient. When the doctors and the insurance companies walk away, the patient is still broken down - still “damaged goods”.
    Adding to this climate of cruel dysfunction is the WC’s claims adjustors, who are paid to and given bonuses for disallowing payments on as many treatments, procedures and surgeries as possible. My heart goes out to them. It must be uncomfortable to depend upon a job for your bread and butter whose sole purpose is stalling, and ultimately stopping, patient care until the mandated two years is up and the WC system can kiss their injured patients good-bye. Out of sight, out of mind. They become someone else’s problem. But who hires cripples and what insurance company in its right mind covers cripples ?
    You’re probably wondering how all of this led to my living in a tent and questioning what it is to be an American.
    Due to the fact that I am a teacher, the state of Texas, and its legislators, view me as a “seasonal worker”. Because I am a “seasonal worker”, I received no income benefits for a total of four months (summer and winter breaks) last year. It took all of my savings to stay afloat while struggling with the WC system last year for proper medical care. As a result, I have no monies to fall back upon this year when they stop payment of my income benefits from the end of May to the first week of September (and winter break).
    Last month, I moved out of my precious little cabin in the woods and into a tent. I moved into a tent for numerous reasons. Hopefully, I will be able to stretch my last two months income benefits throughout the next five months, while continuing to struggle for the surgery (possible surgeries) I need to fully recover and return to work and my active life. I do not want to be an imposition on my family or friends by moving into a room within their homes. I do not want to move into a human zoo such as the Salvation Army or other welfare institutions. I prefer the beauty and peace of the woods.
    Do I want to live in a tent ? I have always enjoyed hiking and camping out at various state and national parks, but, no, I do not want to live in a tent for five (or more) months. However, I will not give up the fight with the WC system for what I need to recover fully from the injury brought about by my student over a year ago at school. I have been crippled physically, and now fiscally while attending to my student’s needs. I deserve better than what I have received . And so, I find myself upon this unnatural and unusual course in my life.
    As an American citizen, I am deeply offended and appalled by the WC system’s calloused, and counter productive disregard for my overall well being. A system, whose original intent, was to help get injured workers back on their feet, and back to work, has become a litigious and greed driven bully capable of knocking people to their knees and keeping them there as long as the insurance companies (that I, and many others have paid into for years) can save a buck - save a buck at the expense of crippling a life.
    What does it mean to be an American ?
    In some ways, as a crippled woman living in a tent in the woods, I have become a living metaphor for the cruel dysfunction and failure of our American WC system - of our American medical system as a whole.
    What is the pursuit of life, liberty and happiness, when we are denied our health and gradually drained of our material assets while seeking proper medical care ? How do these events serve the “common good” ? Perhaps the answers lie within my tent in the woods - perhaps not.
    What does it mean to be an American ?

    Respectfully,

    Leah Sellers
    Secondary Special Education, English, History and Journalism teacher
    The Little Tent in the Woods
    Liberty Hill, Texas

  5. The Transcendental Tent in the Woods
    “What statement are you making by living in that Tent in the Woods ?” my relatives ask incredulously. It’s a good question. A reasonable question. A question that let’s me know that they are perhaps ready to listen to the real answers.
    It is my Act of Civil and Ethical Disobedience.
    The multi-tentacled leviathon Insurance Companies manipulating the Workman’s Compensation system of America are shamelessly and arbitrarily set up to make injured workers want ‘to give up and go away’. It is their Intention to frustrate injured workers at every turn with delays, denials, and numerous time consuming litigious hearings for every treatment and procedure. They have had years to perfect their paperwork and legal tactics and stratagems. The name of the game, and the bottom line, is for them to be able to hang onto the Insurance Companies money at the expense of the injured workers health and future prospects.
    Since my student injured my back and left hip at school over 16 months ago, the Worker’s Compensation system has enabled my employer’s insurance company to maintain my crippled condition and drive me into poverty. How ? In the state of Texas, teachers are considered ‘seasonal workers‘. As a result, I have not received income benefits for almost seven months. They forced me into circumstances in which I finally had to expend all of my savings, while continuing to struggle with their system for expedient health care, in order to stay afloat during the almost seven months I have had to live without a pay cheque. But they have not broken my Will. I think that they must mistake a broken Body for a broken Spirit. If anything, everything that has transpired has only stiffened my resolve to make sure that Workman’s Compensation does ‘the right thing’ by me. I am not giving up, and I am not going away !
    However, on a good note, during the task of having to find legal representation for the innumerable hearing processes (since I was just a poor school teacher) I was directed to a State Ombudsman. Fortunately, she turned out to be a woman of ethical intent and bearing and procedural knowledge, whom it has been my great pleasure to get to know and to work with. I honestly feel as if I am in good hands now regarding the WC hearings. We’re all just doing the best we can. Each of us playing our parts within what feels like a rigidly systematic House of Cards. It‘s the dealer‘s game and the deck is rigged. My only expectation, at this late date, is that through some miracle or act of God, Workman’s Compensation will actually be allowed to finally heal me - fix me - and get me back up on my feet again, so that I can return to work and my active life. What can I say ? I’m a cock-eyed optimist ! Hope springs eternal !
    My six foot Transcendental Tent is located on one of my sister’s and brother-in-law’s property. I’m deep in an oak grove upon their beautiful ‘little piece of hill country heaven‘. In fact, their goats, my cats, their dogs, a family of visiting wild raccoons ( I caught one of the teenage raccoons red-handedly making off with one of my writing pens one evening during one of their masked midnight raids) and horses are my nearest neighbors when I awaken. I’m learning all sorts of new languages ! In fact, I’m thinking of changing my name to Doolittle.
    During the scorching 90 to 100 degree summer afternoons, I stay within the comfort of my family’s lovely air conditioned home. So, my Civil Disobedience is, at times, somewhat tempered. Between those visits, the queen-sized trundle bed with air mattress (and support boards), and the barest of necessities within my Woodland Tent, my life has been greatly simplified. Everything I own is in storage.
    When I look at how everything that happened over 16 months ago has turned out, I am greatly mystified. Where is the Rhyme and the Reason ? How has any of this unexpected and seemingly fruitless struggle with the Workman’s Compensation system and the Insurance Companies bureaucratic-corporate absurdities and capitalistic overkill been of benefit to me (an injured civil servant) ? To the community at large ? How does leaving me broken down; unable to work effectively; unable to live life fully; dependent on the ethical aid of a system that does not want to be ethical or of aid benefit anyone ?
    The Blessing of this back and hip injury ? It has forced me to be ’Still’ !
    Everyone in my life used to complain about my inability to be “Still”. I was always running around Doing Something, Being Something, Helping Someone, Being Someone. Never Still. Always in Motion.
    How different We become when we are forced to remain Still - to remain Quiet unto Ourselves for an extended period of Time. There is great power in Silence; in Stillness The Silence that comes from within Us. I found a Deeper Source - a Deeper Well within My True Voice; within that Silence; that Stillness.
    I was always used to fighting battles for Others. I had never in my Life fought a battle for myself until this battle with Worker’s Compensation. I did not expect it. I had been raised to trust Worker’s Compensation (and most governmental entities) as a good and just system. A system to be relied upon, only if you absolutely needed it. Workman’s Compensation’s dysfunctional, abusive and unjust treatment of me (because it has been corrupted by all too powerful Insurance Companies and their allies); and the way I discovered that They also mistreated Everyone Else, went against my Ethical Compass at the very Moment that I was lying within the Blue-Green, Fertile, Translucent Waters of my Oceanic Stillness. Finding My Primordial Voice. My Illuminated Voice.
    My little Transcendental Tent in the Woods is the metaphor of my Civil and Ethical Disobedience - It is my Line in the Sand - my Statement of Intent and Purpose - my Determination in the Face of Unjust and Perverse Adversity - my Rooted Stand within Nature against That which (in my view) is Unreasonable and Unnatural ! My little Transcendental Tent in the Woods is a Mirror held up to the Avaricious Vanity of a cruel and amoral Tyrant ! A Mirror of Transformation ! A Mirror of Hope and Change !

    Respectfully,

    Leah Sellers

    Liberty Hill, Texas

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